From: loneliness, betrayal, addiction, mistakes, depression, why am I here? to Peace and Happiness

I always had so many questions and listened to the answer rather than investigating it. i listened to my parents cuz parents always tell you the truth, i listens to my siblings cuz brothers and sisters don't lie, I feared everything but Love and when I had someone I realize i was missing the love for myself. I lost 2 brothers within 3 years, my siblings betrayed me and at 29 I am starting to feel Happy Peaceful and gradually loving myself I started to read.